Let's play - '' What is Prashant doing ? ''

It's an interesting game invented by her. Ever since I proposed her, the question 'What is Prashant doing ?' remains in her mind all the time 24*7 . On the contrary, I sometimes think 'What can be done alongwith her ?' (Lovers do things together, don't they ?)
The game is addictive, I can assure you that. If I can count you in, then you would have to learn the rules and regulations of this game ( in-between, I'll keep telling you the inside glitches, too ;-) )
Rule # 1- Assume that most of the time Prashant is crying. (Glitch - Nobody, no matter how melancholic can do that)
Rule # 2- A heavy sigh is a perfect sign that Prashant is crying inside. (Glitch - Sighing is one of my habits)
Rule # 3- Watery eyes with a fixed face means Prashant is weeping a bit. (Glitch- Everytime I drink water, my eyes become watery and my face has natural deceiving habit of crying)
Rule # 4- Staring constantly at one place means he is thinking about her. (Glitch- Empty staring literally implies deep thinking)
Rule # 5- Flipping pages means he is studying. (Glitch-Contrary, I flip pages when I am confused)
Rule # 6- He shares most of his secrets with his brother. (Glitch- I never never never want to do that)
Rule # 7- He listens to everything you say. (Glitch- Does it really matters ?)
Rule # 8- Each gulp means he is listening to what stalkers say. (Glitch- Gulping is a habit)

Escape

Around 10, I was about to leave for my sister's. Long route buses are only available at nights, my sis lives nearby. Among the vast number of them, on the bus stand, I was searching wildly for that particular. Failed, I sat in despair in the waiting room. Then she came and said if you wanna go with me, show me your crying face. Stupid, I thought. I was angry, anyone would be on such an absurd request. I wanted to run away from her. Angry, I boarded the bus for one of the long routes (Delhi to be precise). I cursed her all the way long because she is so dumb and prejudiced, I didn't expect that from her. I slept halfway but they kept on following, I didn't want them to, but they did !
The Delhi metro station opened around 5:30 am. I bought a ticket to random station because I wanted to go to that place where she can't reach. Inevitable to her, she still followed. What has happened to her !!! Can't she figure out that I am done with her. I am not part of her life no more.
Frustrated, I slit my wrist and took the bus home hoping limelights of the big city would attract her and keep her away from me. But, no sir ! Not at all 'I will breath the air you do.' Exasperated, I made 15 more cuts on my wrist with the piece of glass I found in garbage. She was watching all this and to my astonishment, she laughed. She was happy to see me suffer and I felt sorrow. In my opinion, making somebody happy is what spreading love is called.
I still wanna die and she is still making fun of me. I am sick of her psycho behavior. Tell me how to get rid of her?